I'm about to have an embedded reporter follow me around for the weekend. I'm so nervous/excited.
I've gone through all emotions this week since I found out. (I've done a few phone interviews with him. I was just taken aback when he asked if he could follow me around and watch my process as I put on make up and get ready. What my office looks like, what my car looks like...)
I got the "I'm not worthy willies". I was really mad at myself for a few days. I got over it. I feel pretty deserving today.
As I've been getting ready, I am going through my resume. This crazy blog one of my biggest achievements. Although, I take this as a huge failure. It's a failure because I have so few readers. Oh well.
It turns out, this cool reporter found me through this.
He even read it. I have moments here where I am so frustrated with my life I want to quit. The only place I share is, oh where the world can see it, here! He saw it and asked me about it.
I've done a lot of interviews. I was really close to being on a reality TV show about clowns. I have come so close to fame. I've never found it.
Maybe this time.
If I could do anything. I'd have a children's TV show. If I could do anything, I would do family shows in small theaters around the country. Maybe someone will read this article and let me follow my dream.
Just a nudge beyond where I am right now.
Maybe this time.
Maybe this time.
I've gone through all emotions this week since I found out. (I've done a few phone interviews with him. I was just taken aback when he asked if he could follow me around and watch my process as I put on make up and get ready. What my office looks like, what my car looks like...)
I got the "I'm not worthy willies". I was really mad at myself for a few days. I got over it. I feel pretty deserving today.
As I've been getting ready, I am going through my resume. This crazy blog one of my biggest achievements. Although, I take this as a huge failure. It's a failure because I have so few readers. Oh well.
It turns out, this cool reporter found me through this.
He even read it. I have moments here where I am so frustrated with my life I want to quit. The only place I share is, oh where the world can see it, here! He saw it and asked me about it.
I've done a lot of interviews. I was really close to being on a reality TV show about clowns. I have come so close to fame. I've never found it.
Maybe this time.
If I could do anything. I'd have a children's TV show. If I could do anything, I would do family shows in small theaters around the country. Maybe someone will read this article and let me follow my dream.
Just a nudge beyond where I am right now.
Maybe this time.
Maybe this time.
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